June 2009
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Email from one of my two therapists today
Hi XXXX, Thank you for forwarding the article to me  and making your salient point.  I have to admit, as I think back on our sessions and what you were saying to me,   I may have had my own agenda in wanting to find ways to provide you  with ways of feeling better.  I guess that is just the nature of being in this field.  But I can see your point that a piece of it may have contributed to you...
Jun 25th
May 2009
1 post
Conundrum
People who know me IRL, Internet speak for “in real life,” would say I’m a bit of a conundrum. Besides being one of my favorite wines, it aptly describes me, for I live a life veiled in secrecy. It’s the only way I know how to protect myself. When it comes to others, I love to listen, pry, and see what I can do to help. But for myself, not so much. Mainly, I don’t think what I have to say or...
May 20th
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January 2009
1 post
one
One Have you ever met someone you were very attracted to and thought about all the time?  You know, that feeling when you check your email and phone constantly in hopes of a new message? Sometimes — especially in the beginning — the excitement and attraction is enough to overlook certain things. Like the bad kissing.  You figure, “Well, over time we’ll get into a groove. ...
Jan 14th
December 2008
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Ripple
“Every story starts with something is wrong, something is rotten in Denmark, right? That’s rule one.  Something needs to be healed, the land needs is broken, and I think for me it comes from my mom dying, she died when i was like 11 or 12, if that didn’t happen I don’t know where i would be.  Its a game changer. You’re living one way, I’m a kid from Queens, and...
Dec 29th
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Friends
Have you ever been stabbed in the back By someone you thought was really cool Did they steal your heart or was it money Or was it lies they told Strangers just disguised as your friends Never again cause now you know That friends will let you down Friends wont be around When you need them most Where are your friend Friends are hard to find Friends, yours and mine Im talkin...
Dec 18th
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Dec 13th
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Dec 13th
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Home, sick, and ordered medicine over an hour and...
bigcrush: ….and the fucking delivery service glitched out. I called them 40 minutes ago to ask about it, only then did they say something wasn’t working but they took my info and said they’d get my order off the computer (for which I pre-paid and have a confirmation number) just called a second ago and ONLY THEN DID THEY LOOK AT THE MOTHERFUCKING COMPUTER FOR MY ORDER. ...
Dec 13th
Dec 13th
disapprovingmonkey: Who you surround yourself with really does define you.  I’m taking a good long look at this.  And a good long look at others.  It’s time to clear out the dead wood. Traits I am looking for: - substance (are you more than a pretty smile and a clever remark) - reliability (would you help me move?) -worthiness (are we friends or do we just complain to each other? if i was...
Dec 13th